lessons

I'm learning a lot of lessons right now. Things I thought I mastered or knew everything about. But, I'm human and everyday is an awakening and a new lesson. This week, I feel my lesson has been to learn to tolerate and accept people who operate from a lower vibrational energy. This past year, I've strived to better myself...not in a worldy manor, but spiritually. I've really become a lot more mindful when it comes to passing judgement on other people. This, along with Reiki and taking interest in things that nurture myself-mind, body and soul-my vibrational activity has shifted. I feel my light is brighter and I am on a mission to share the truth!! The past few days I've come across some extreme negativity that has shaken my being. Lying in bed the other night, I could actually feel the residue of the negative energy that I have absorbed from my resent experiences. I've become very sensitive to this energy and sometimes I feel like I just can't take it!!! This morning I meditated and it helped. I imagined all of my Angels circling around me. As they circled, I held my right hand out and imagined every worry and every negative experience forming into a giant bubble in my hand. When I felt like I got all of it out of me and into the bubble, I lifted the burden to the sky and released it to my Angels. I've released my worries and problems because I know my Angels have a better solution then for me to sit and worry!! Just as I did, I physically felt a weight shift and my whole body became covered with chills. (Angels bumps!)

Human life on planet earth is so violent. I am glad we have so many beautiful things to be thankful for to keep the balance. I wish and pray for peace and enlightenment for everyone.

Life is.

Today was a great day. I went to an Art of Channeling class today. Basically, it was a class on how to meditate and get in touch with your true Divine self. I learned out to show my ego out of the way and to silence my mind. The feelings and impressions I received, the images I saw, and the sounds that I heard were unbelievable. So unbelievable, that my life has been changed forever.

We are all beings of light connected to the same energy. The Divine love energy so many of us call God. We are this energy. When we silence our minds and relax our physical beings, we subject ourselves to receiving more energy. With this energy, comes messages from our higher selves, guides, Angels and Divine Father. The ideas, beliefs and systems that we have were not created by ourselves...these were given to us by someone else. Believe it or not...your self image is not yours at all!!! It was handed to you at a very young age!!! I finally got to see a small glimpse of my true soul today and I have definitely received a better understanding of the things that are blocking my path. The things I experienced today are beyond words and I feel as if every belief system I have had is crumbling beneath me. I know it's being replaced with a solid foundation...the truth. The truth is something I am seeking for my own self now. I am love. You are love. We all are love. At the end of the day, nothing matters but that. We must remember to look past the mundane in life and realize this on a daily basis. We need to rise above and shove aside our brains and egos to really experience this. Look at life as if you were looking at it through the eyes of an Angel. When we do this, we see only Love. I feel as if I am in a trance of cosmic Love right now. Something so indescribable. There is only the present. I am living in it now and I can feel the energy radiating in and all around me.

Robert Daniel Searle

18 years ago yesterday, my father, Robert Daniel Searle left this world. I was only 6 years old when he died.

Last night, he came and visited me in a dream. It was a very real, powerful dream. I truly believe it was not only a dream-it actually occurred-somewhere in another realm.

I was standing on some steps to a giant church with a great crowd swarming all around me. I was waiting for someone, but I didn't know who. Just then, I saw my dad walking up the steps through the crowd to meet me. When he reached me, I gave him a big hug. He looked exactly like he does in the few pictures I have of him. It was kind of funny, because his look was outdated. But it's how I remember him, so I'm sure that is what he thought would be most comforting to me. The hug was the thing that stuck out to me. It was a kind of hug that I think all little girls should get from their Daddy. It was fulfilling and I remember it warming my heart. (I still felt it when I woke up!!) This was a hug that I have never experience in my life. We then had a long conversation, where he proceeded to give me a lot of information about my life. This is the part of the dream that I don't consciously remember. I wish I did!

Rest in peace Dad! I love you!!

Thank God for change

Change has finally come. The Universe has blessed me with a new job. I've been able to say good bye to Wolf Creek Resort...for good. The salon has picked up wonderfully and I got a job at Cosmo Prof in Ogden. Cosmo Prof is a professional beauty supply. It's great because it's 3 miles from my house...no more long drives up Ogden Canyon on snowy days. It's also stress free and really laid back. I get to talk to people about my favorite hair products and I don't even have to cover my tattoos. I'm so grateful for this change.

I was terribly sick last week...flu, ear infection and sinus infection. I feel like my body was purging all the old. In a way, it was symbolic for me...a healthier, more resilient, stronger Alison has emerged! Tomorrow will be my first day running in 2 weeks. Let's pray my strength keeps me going without relapsing into sickness!

Now that I'm not working at the WC, I have more time for the things I love. Reiki is top on the list! I'm excited to be learning more, and growing. I feel like a completely different person since I've started my spiritual journey with Reiki. I feel at peace with things in life. Overall, I just feel happier and more secure. People close to me have even commented on the change.

I LOVE REIKI!!!!!!