My heart is expanding

Have you every felt like there is so much love in your heart that it just might explode? That's how I woke up feeling this morning. I love everything. Words can't even describe!!

The End.

All things in life go through the cycle of birth, growth, death and rebirth. Sunrises, Sunsets. Spring, Summer, Winter, Fall. Even relationships go through this change. It's sad to let go of friends and loved ones when the time comes.

I feel a lot of relationships in my life right now are in the winter stage of the cycle. Friendships that I thought were once strong have weakened. The illusion of a strong foundation is now revealing itself to be weakened. Weakened by what? Time, nature, fate, destiny...or just plain old fashioned growing apart? I don't know...and it's not my place to question it. It just is.

These are the times we need to sit back and remember the memories and give thanks for the love and the blessing we received during the course of the relationship. If we hold onto it any longer, we run the risk of ruining it forever. We can't be hurt by it. I've been told many times in my life that when one door shuts, God opens multiple doors for us elsewhere. We just have to have the courage and the strength to go through the doors...that is our half of the agreement, my friends. I really believe this.

As I say goodbye to these friendships, I wish them all well and I send them all love from the very depths of my heart. Thank you for touching my life. Thank you for changing my life.

I am overflowing

I'm not gonna lie...I had a week from hell last week. I've felt an incredible amount of stress and I have felt that I have done a lot of releasing. So much, it sent me home from work on Friday and I just felt like running and hiding and being alone. I just felt so much friction within almost every relationship in my life. I went to bed last night hoping that today something would change. When my alarm went off, to my disappointment, I didn't feel any change. I was tired and just wanted to crawl right back in under the blanket. I dreaded going to work and I dreaded facing another day of friction. While in the shower, I had a very open discussion with myself and vocally expressed every fear that I had within me. I feel that for so long, I've kept inside what I felt fear about-afraid that speaking the fear might bring it to life. I asked for help to overcome my fears. Walking into my bedroom to get dressed, I stopped dead in my tracks as a whirlwind of energy circled around me and through every pore into my body. The sense was so overwhelming that I had to sit down...the light and the love filled my heart and overflowed through every sense. So powerful, I cried. This morning was a turning point. As I got ready for my day, looking into the mirror at myself seemed different. I felt as if I was changed-transformed-transmuted into something different-I'm not sure how, but I could even sense a physical change. Looking back on the many "mini-lifetimes" within my lifetime, I could see my evolution. Ever changing. Ever growing. And to think, I've only begun.

I went to work with a smile on my face as a pink light of love surrounded me-encasing me. The morning was great. Things took a sudden turn with an encounter of what I believe was the most angry, hurt, resentful, hateful person I have ever encountered in my entire life. The energy he left behind was so dense, so black, I had to open the door of the store to let some of it out. All who worked along side me today were shaken by this. This man, this encounter, stuck in my mind through the rest of the morning and when I went to lunch, he was still lingering in my mind. Driving to the bank, a word popped into my head out of no where. UNTOUCHED. Along with this word, came a knowing of other words I believe to be loud and clear diving guidance-"Grounded in light, you can face anything and be completely untouched. You can endure." I'm not sure who or where this message came from.

I feel so blessed today and I am so grateful. Life is everywhere. Light is everywhere. I am receiving.