Movies

Can't sleep, yet I'm exhausted. A lot on my mind lately...and the only way I can sleep is to get it all out. I try to express the changes in my life to others...but everyone just looks at me kind of funny. The surrealism in my life is baffling me...can't help but stumble upon deja vu moments in my day and have the peace of mind knowing that where ever I am headed...is the right place for me. And for once, I don't have a single plan of what to do? I'm feeling like a square peg in a round hole right now. Feeling like I've outgrown my niche in life, it's time to try something different. Here goes another mini-movie within my movie of life. Completion of another canister of film to be put on the shelf to collect dust. Will I look back and remember? Can't turn back now. I've been flying by the seat of my pants as of lately and going full force in shifting energy around. Saying goodbye to certain obligations and habits, but then saying hello and embracing new opportunities. I know that spontaneity is going to be key in my life over the next 3 years and I intend to say yes to a lot. I know I need to keep my schedule open. I've been focusing a lot of stepping into my power and center of creativity. Doing something I've never done in my life...but has always been something I've dreamed of...writing music, performing and recording. Stay tuned viewers...you'll have a little glimpse into the psyche of Alison Compton. A whole secret life spilled out in lyrics and melodies. Why not? Thanks to my band boys for taking a risk and helping me out and also putting up with my complete and utter nonsense!! Oh the best of it has yet to come!!

Life is being very good to me and I've come a long way. I'm not going to feel guilty for feeling well. I'm going to indulge. Because I deserve it. And you know what? I think if you feel well...indulge in that satisfaction yourself.

The universe is streaming through my head

A flow of knowledge and knowing has taken over my thoughts...here are a couple random items I feel I need to share. It may seem as if I reiterate a few of these frequently, but I just keep coming back to these...over and over...in different ways each time. I'm blessed to be aware of this.

1-Death is a natural part of life. And not just a physical death. This may seem painful, but the pain you are feeling is caused by holding onto the old aspects of whatever is dying. Out of every death comes some sort or form of new life, when we hold on to pain (death), we hold off on life. Today I take a step toward the birthing of a new future for me and all in my life who I love. No more holding on to pain!!

2-(This one may or may not seem like it contradicts #1 on my list, hopefully you understand the differences!) Karma is real. It's all about being in balance, and whatever you give, you get ten fold. The depths of what you are willing to receive are measured by the depths of what you are willing to give. When you create pain in another beings life, whether you realize it or not, at some point or another, there is a redemption. Sometimes you have to go through pain to heal your life. If you avoid the pain, you pay for it some other way...and it could mean the same problems follow you to your next life, wherever that may be! (Or whatever you might be!)

I think that's it for now.

Thank you thank you thank you for all those who love and guide me. Love and light to all!!